Im not good at sharing my feelings. Being vulnerable and putting something so personal out for whoever to read is scary I've put off sharing this for so long because Im honestly pretty embarrassed, I wanted to wait until I was 100% better, fit, living my best, at the end of accomplishing my goals but I've come to realize that my life is never going to be completely perfect. My problems are never going to 100% disappear. As I keep making progress Im still going to mess up, fall behind and make mistakes AND ITS OKAY When life throws you punches you got to learn to kick it in the damn balls There's so much I want to share and have to say and I am definitely someone who takes awhile to get my point and story across but for your sake I'll try to keep this as short and simple as possible In 9th grade I knew 2 things: 1. I wanted to be 'skinny' 2. If I didn't eat I'd lose weight I began habits that for the last 4 years have caused me ex...